*IT*

these words i wrote were long ago.... when question were on the go..... i have my answers for sure i know........ its always going to be the lords love in my life that will make me glow..... 

It’s been some time away from home,

And in this fresh place I am not alone,

But still a thought lingers on my mind

What’s this lonely feeling in my soul I find?

Gods been blessing me with all his glow,

Making me meet friends I hardly know,

Still a space inside my mind,

Makes me feel like I have something more for myself to find.

Moi, heart beats I can hear some times,

Which sang for her in older times?

But now it’s just the lub dub I hear,

Just a clear sound with nothing to fear.

My hands at midnight lift the pen,

So the words flow again,

Feel scared sometimes I don’t know why!

Some unknown shivers which don’t let me cry.

It’s been long since I poured a tear,

So now my eyes hardly do cheer.

Voices from my soul have no fear,

The challenge before me is now most dear!

And like lion I shall emerge,

Every one saluting my magnanimous surge,

To be polished, with a unsustainable urge,

I shall rule and make kingdoms merge.

¤lucky day enlightment¤

It was my lucky day I thought,

In my mind excitement & joy were caught,

Thinking of the wishes I would receive,

What a beautiful day to believe,

But life’s not only wishes joy & thought,

It also practical aspects perfectly sought!

The lessons I learned,

The Purity I earned,

Were lost in this messy mind which yearned,

Clarity blurred,

And Insight slurred,

That moment made feel like stale curd!

Dark clouds of boredom & gloom surrounded me,

When what I expected I didn’t hear or see!

Until lightening brought a thunder,

I realized I had made a thinking blunder!

A peaceful shower then came,

Cleaning this 'expectation' game!

And in this midst I sensed someone,

My soul knew it’s the holy one,

His eyes like crystal glittered,

Of chandelier; like radiance he littered,

Innocence on his face lit,

Made me have a happiness fit,

THOUGHTS He Had None,

Everything 2 him seemed fun,

With his sweet smile as a gun,

He shot at hearts like dawning rays of sun!

Do You Wonder Who This Was?

GOD Himself in a "Child" like cause!

When nothing matters u can be a child,

If everything's OK; u’ ill have nothing to mind,

Happy within himself & needing no one,

It’s a need for us to have childhood fun.

So love, live & be a CHILD, to experience true joy which can never be Mild!

¤The True Me¤

this is from long, long ago.........when in those times i wrote....... as for now i seldom do.....hari bol!

 

Sunrise, is the beginning

Sunset the end

Happiness has sadness

And sadness for sure has an end

Moments of depression

Followed by moments of joy

It’s all a part of life so why to cry!

But then there was a question

Which I thought didn’t have a solution

I was in puzzled position?

What is this life?

What best defines my life?

The ringing of bells

A magical smell

A flash of light

And what did I sight?

There was he & there was I

He one in me

Me one in thy

Of The Sad-Cid-Anand figure

Aiming at every being with his love trigger!

Voliá there it was the answer of my puzzle

Solved by this lovely dazzle

It’s here its there it’s everywhere

It’s his love that breaths in the air

U give it once, u get it twice

It frees the souls and makes them suffice

I have my answer I am lucky I know 

It’s the Lords love in my soul that will make me GLOW!